Fed Up

Hi, I haven't been blogging as much, as I have not been playing much.
I won the 5k on pokerstars about a week ago, which was nice, I got $1500 for that win, I played really well, and I bossed the FT, it was a lovely feeling.
I played the Sunday warm up and the million on Sunday, feel soooo gutted about it, in the warm up I had 180k with 400 odd left, and went out soon after.... I was in BB with Q9 clubs, the button raised and I called for 5k more..... flop was King high with 2 clubs....I check called the flop, the turn was a King, I check called again and the river was a 9, I paid him off on the end, and shoved with ace high soon after...highly highly frustrating tbh...

I have played a few cash games live and would probably say I broke even on the whole...

I had a haircut yesterday and I did a bit of retail therapy, which really was refreshing, I love spending money, and I love making myself feel better about myself, even if that does sound vain, when I win something, I always like to buy something for myself, and not give it all back to poker.

Today I'm feeling pretty pissed off, everything is getting to me, I am not happy in myself and I feel let down by lots of people, the world is one pretty big joke to be honest, and I am fed up of living in a fake world.

Anyway, I'm off to try and earn some money, hopefully try and build up some £££ for a holiday, would be so very nice!

Thanks for reading :-)

Gl

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