Hi, hope all is well with you guys,

Have played a little here and there, not too much, Thursday I went for lunch with my friend and decided at the last minute to go to Brighton, seeing as it was a nice day, It was a nice chilled day out with a good ray of sunshine, the dinky doughnuts were the best!

While there, we decided to shoot down to big slick and play the £40 f/o which did not go too well, but all in all a nice day out, When we got home I decided to play the 100k on stars, played like a real rock, which tbh is very unusual for me loloolol.... Got down to the last 130 players 81 getting paid, I had about 6k, a guy shoves all in on the short stack and a guy on my left with 5 ppl behind him decides to re shove all in for 18k with KQ off suit, I have QQ, and to me the bet looks like AK, so I think if I can win this flip I will certainly cash and have a chance to go deep, so I call and the other guy has 10 10, flop JJx turn KING!!!!!!!!!!! gg wp ,, game over!!, was a bit gutted about that one, as I felt I had played very well and it just didn't work out at the crucial points zzzz I was still in the h/u mtt with 6 players left I was guaranteed 280$, at this time I was really tired and my eyes kept closing as I was playing so in the end I shoved on a K10 flop with 10 2 and the guy had KQ so I was out in 5th and went straight to sleep...

I played a couple of days on mansion lots of sngs, no mtts, just trying to put the volume in and the last few days have been roughly about even for me on that front...

I woke up today and haven't played at all, feel quite down about lots of things, My father passed away in December, but he died in Italy and its all very messed up, I don't have a clue when the funeral was or where he was laid to rest, and I feel bad as I just want to have some sort of closure on his death, I have tried many avenues and I will keep trying, I do find it difficult and at times very alone about the whole situation, maybe it has took me longer to finally grieve for him.

Tonight I will go round my good friend Emily's, she has invited me for a pasta, so will just chill out, might play a bit when I get back, see how I feel, I probably wont play much the next few days tho, as I think I need a little break from it all, I have played pretty bad recently and that more than any bad beat, upsets me the most...

Have a great weekend, and hopefully next week I can get back on track and get a real decent run in an online comp, would be nice :-)... Thanks for reading

gl


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